Redefining Myself

If someone asked me what I’d change about myself, I’d have a lot to say. There’s so much I want to work on—like becoming fit and feeling beautiful, just like the confident girls I admire. I’d love to stop being so shy and introverted and finally become someone people naturally want to befriend. I dream of being the kind of daughter who makes her parents proud, someone they can brag about with a sparkle in their eyes. And more than anything, I want to find a way to leave behind the heavy weight of depression and those dark, painful thoughts that creep in too often.

But if I had to choose one thing, it would be my struggle with decision-making. I’ve made choices in the past that didn’t work out well—choices that still haunt me because they feel like they’ve ruined everything. It’s like carrying this invisible baggage that’s always there, reminding me of what went wrong. I wish I could trust myself more, believe that I can make better decisions and rebuild my life piece by piece. That’s the biggest change I long for—learning to let go of the past, make peace with my mistakes, and start seeing the future with hope instead of regret.