From Passion to Pause: My Journey with Math and Art

If I had to pick a favorite subject in school, it would definitely be a toss-up between math and art. Drawing, painting, solving math problems—they were my happy place! There was something incredibly satisfying about filling blank pages with colors and numbers. I wasn’t just interested; I was invested. I scored the highest in both, feeling like a mini Picasso who could also ace equations. Life was good!

But, of course, life had other plans. Thanks to my father’s transferable job, I became an expert at packing and unpacking boxes. Just when I’d settle into one school, make a couple of friends, and get the hang of a teacher’s quirks, it was time to say goodbye and start all over again. But I never imagined that just at the start of my 10th grade, I’d have to say goodbye to my favorite subjects too.

This time, we landed in a school that felt more like an obstacle course than a place to learn. The environment wasn’t exactly inspiring, and let’s talk about the math teacher. Picture a person who could make counting sheep actually seem interesting compared to their explanations. The enthusiasm I had for math? It shriveled up like a raisin in the sun. And art? With all the shuffling around, I barely had the energy to pick up a paintbrush, let alone create anything remotely interesting.

By now, I was becoming quieter and shyer with each school switch, and making friends felt like solving an equation I just couldn’t figure out. With every move, I drifted further from the subjects and hobbies that once made me, well, me. Math problems became just problems, and drawing? It was like an old friend I had lost touch with.

Looking back, I still miss the joy I used to feel in math class and the thrill of splashing paint on a canvas. But maybe one day, I’ll pick up that paintbrush again, and who knows? Maybe I’ll even solve a math problem or two—just for old times’ sake.

Daily writing prompt
What was your favorite subject in school?

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3 responses to “From Passion to Pause: My Journey with Math and Art”

  1. Maths n art deadly combo me like it

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  2. Interesting post, Neha!👏🏽

    The topics you write are relatable at some extent. What I like about your writing is that you are open about most things; like you have something to say about most things.

    I can just imagine the tendency of migrating from one place to another. It’s not only limited to physical environment change but change of lifestyle & living.

    Things we love doing at a point of time slowly disappear. They’re replaced by something new.
    Leaving our favourite subject and creative hobby isn’t easy.

    I didn’t enjoy or love Maths. All time I keep running away from it. The math book gave me a feeling of being a bomb.
    The reason was I studied most subjects in Hindi. Then suddenly at the JNV they’re being taught in English.
    It took enough time to learn English properly. I was very late to learn Maths then.

    Anyways, I’m hoping to solve some Maths questions and revise the concepts. They’ll be helpful in the exams and in general.

    Thank you!

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    1. Yes, changing schools and places again and again shifts so much inside us, not just on the outside. And you’re right, sometimes the things we once loved slowly fade without us even realizing.
      I can understand your journey with math too. Learning in a new language takes courage.
      All the best for revising it again, I hope it feels lighter this time.

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